Thursday, November 24, 2011

Trust me...


This will only hurt
For a second. I promise.
Boy, you look tasty.


Oh, stop! You're too kind.
It's just my lil' ol' pilgrim
Costume...and my gun.


I'm gonna cut down
My Christmas tree...(after I
Eat dinner, that is...)


(It's no wonder men don't trust us.)

Memory Bites Quick

memory bites quick.
a sharp, cruel pang that lingers
and pales to ache, then...
your hand on my back. your kiss...
burns. I am helpless
to fend off my attacker.
"Something is missing."
your last words ring in my heart.
I try to forget
but then...your back as you left
stabs, pales, stabs again.

Saturday, November 19, 2011

Possession

That which we had we still possess,
Though leaves may drop and stars may fall;
No circumstance can make it less
Or take it from us, all in all.

That which is lost we did not own;
We only held it for a day--
A leaf by careless breezes blown:
No fate could take our own away.

I hold it as a changeless law
From which no soul can ever sway or swerve,
We have that in us which will draw
Whate'er we need or most deserve.

Even as the magnet to the steel
Our souls are to the best desires;
The Fates have hearts and they can feel--
They know what each true heart requires.

We think we lose when most we gain;
We call joys ended ere begun;
When stars fade out do skies complain,
Or glory in the rising sun?

No fate could rob us of our own--
No circumstance can make it less;
What time removes was but a loan,
For what was ours we still possess.

By: Ella Wheeler Wilcox


Friday, November 18, 2011

Nothing

Where have you gone?
I look for you and see nothing.
I reach for you and find nothing.
I miss you and feel emptiness
That I wish could feel like
The nothing that is left of you.

Building on Serenity

God, grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change. Though they may threaten to tear me in two. Make me know, in the end, everything will be okay.

God, grant me the courage to change the things I can. Though I feel weak, I have the power to direct the course of my life. Make me know, I am powerful and worthy.

And the wisdom to know the difference. Though it is so hard to tell when the pain is acute. Make me know, sometimes the best course of action is to "let it be."

Thursday, November 17, 2011

Words Fail Me...

...so, I'll use others'...

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Goodbye

Today my heart is big and sore
it's tryin' to push right through my skin
I won't see you anymore
I guess that's finally sinkin' in

By: Patty Griffin
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Say What You Need to Say

Walking like a one man army
Fighting with the shadows in your head
Living out the same old moment
Knowing you'd be better off instead,
If you could only . . .

Say what you need to say

By: John Mayer
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What Can I Say

Oh, Lord, what can I say...
I'm so sad since you went away.
Time, time ticking on me.
Alone is the last place I wanted to be.
Lord, what can I say.

By: Brandi Carlisle

Thursday, November 10, 2011

Those Camp Boys - Three Minute Fiction Round Seven

The train carried the usual cargo, pine from the East Texas woods. The engineer blew the whistle and progressed at the normal pace, so no one would suspect. They timed it perfectly. The train would arrive at 2:00 am while the town slept. Just a regular stop on a regular route.

No chains clanked, no shouts were heard. The men were far too far from home to bother protesting or attempt escape. They walked off the train quietly, in perfect Nazi file onto the East Texas soil and into incarceration.

Otto rubbed his head. He couldn’t make sense of the impossible path his life had taken. His safe, happy, simple life; playing along the Rhine; warring with his brothers among the ruins of Fürstenberg castle. When they all became soldiers, it made sense. Now, suddenly, his brothers were dead and he, after endless motionless days aboard ship and hidden in trains, was in Texas.

He did what he had been raised to do. He threw himself into the work. Each day at dawn he shoveled eggs into his mouth, climbed on the convoy and rode to the forest. He didn’t think. He chopped and hauled. At night, he slept like the dead.

When memories crept in — his mother singing over the stove, his brothers smiling as they waved goodbye — he imagined he had been taken to another planet. The townspeople who gathered at the edge of the barbed wire enclosure to catch a glimpse of a real-life Nazi helped keep him in this frame of mind. Emotion, and certainly hope, was purposeless. There was no escape from this planet — no reason for anything other than breath and work, until her.
_________ ... _________ ... _________

After a few months, the townspeople weren’t afraid anymore. Their sons were in Germany. The Germans were in Texas. There was a strange symmetry about it. Anyway, “Those Camp Boys” were hard workers and kept the paper mill running. They were so polite and obedient; they couldn’t be the monsters in the newsreels. So, in November 1944, “Those Camp Boys” were “invited” to the Thanksgiving celebration.

Otto looked forward to a break from the monotony. He used the comb they passed around the barracks and wiped the dirt from his shoes. When they arrived in the square, they were told to stay to one side, seated and quiet. But the guards were also badly in need of recreation. Soon the guns in their hands were replaced by beers and dancing partners.

She was standing as near to the prisoner table as any girl in the crowd. Her face showed uncertain resilience, as though she were in the middle of a dare. She blazed into Otto’s consciousness like a gunshot and without hesitation he moved to her. She stood her ground, terror firing her eyes. He didn’t speak, just held out his hand. She searched his gaze for a moment and then put her hand in his.